I read Where’d You Go, Bernadette at just the right time. Maybe whenever I read it would have been the right time. It is a really enjoyable, lighthearted read with a mostly-fun story. But for me, personally, the story reached down into my mama-heart, and it grabbed hold hard.
Bernadette is an eccentric woman with a strong wit and a creative mind. Famous in some architectural circles for work she soon distanced herself from, she now lives with agoraphobia, stepping out of her home primarily for the sake of her daughter, Bee, whom she loves dearly. Until, of course, Bernadette disappears completely. Where’d You Go, Bernadette is Bee’s project of search and discovery for her mother. Maria Semple has written a book that will make you chuckle. And, if you’re anything like me, it will likely feel like a punch in the gut sometimes, too.
Have you ever disappeared? I don’t really mean the kind of disappearing that Bernadette literally does – the running away and escaping without a trace kind of disappearing. I mean, the disappearing that happens when you lose yourself. The disappearing that accompanies that motherhood identity crisis. The disappearing that happens when YOU get replaced by MOM. The disappearing that happens when your mama-body is unable to sustain your babies’ lives. The disappearing that happens when you’re no longer creating – no longer being recognized by the outside world.
Have you felt that? Have you disappeared?
How does your disappearance affect those closest to you?
“I realized I was now looking at Bernadette Past and Present. There was a terrifying chasm between the woman I fell in love with and the ungovernable one sitting across from me.”
In the midst of Maria Semple’s laugh-out-loud novel is a hard truth about a woman – a mother – who is struggling with anxiety, depression, and other forms of mental illness. I read portions of the text as if it were my own personal biography. I felt the words deeply in my core because I had experienced them. Semple writes this struggle in a way that will feel so very real and understandable to women.
“I can feel the irrationality and anxiety draining my store of energy like a battery-operated race car grinding away in the corner. This is the energy I will need to get through the next day. But I just lie in bed and watch it burn, and with it any hope for a productive tomorrow. There go the dishes, there goes the grocery store, there goes exercise, there goes bringing in the garbage cans. There goes basic human kindness.”
Maria Semple writes a humour-filled novel that also works to open up the discussion of mental illness, especially maternal mental illness. Semple asks us to question our definition of “crazy” in a world filled with workaholics, home-wreckers, and gossips. What is unique about Bernadette that she should be “locked up”? Or is some “crazy” more socially acceptable than others? How can that be when upwards of 20% of mothers suffer from perinatal mood and anxiety disorders? Women are disappearing from our society around us and we choose to gossip about it behind their backs or hide it away instead of talking about it and trying to help because it isn’t socially acceptable.
Maria Semple is talking about it. She’s writing about it. And by reading Where’d You Go, Bernadette, we’re engaging in the conversation. We’re finding a disappeared woman and bringing her back again. This book should be read and enjoyed and it should be allowed to sink deeper.
“’I love you, Bee,’ Mom said. ‘I’m trying. Sometimes it works. Sometimes it doesn’t.’”
Have you read Where’d You Go, Bernadette yet? What did you think about it?
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Alison says
This was definitely one of my favourite reads this year! I love the format in which it was written, and I couldn’t put it down.
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Kim says
I have been seeing this book everywhere and I think I need to read it. I am making note of it in my list on my phone now. (I started a reading list!) :)
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Katie says
Oh hey, this book is on my pile at home to read! I am really excited about it now. What a great review!
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Elaine A. says
I guess I need to give this one a go. It sounds good and easy to relate to, for sure! I like how she is putting this topic out there.
Life of K says
I read this recently and have to say that I was a little disappointed in how it was written. Have you read Reconstructing Amelia? It’s similar in that a character is trying to piece together someone else’s life. I liked how that was written more, but I enjoyed this story. It was satisfying though a little strange :)
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Laura O'Rourke says
I haven’t read Reconstructing Amelia. Maybe the similarities in subject matter ruined your experience of Where’d You Go, Bernadette? I’ll definitely add it to my reading list with your recommendation. :)
I’ve got to say, I love how this book was written. It was enjoyable to read, which meant that the message didn’t slap me in the face, but I still got it. I think there is a reason that we’re often let in on the suspenseful parts in Where’d You Go before they happen – it isn’t meant to by a mystery. It was far-fetched in parts, but I definitely gave Semple some literary freedom with that because I saw how it was meant to be a metaphor.
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Keely says
This has been on my list!! Now it’s even more so on my list. ;)
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